Love me some Abed
╙> Annie Edison
Or at least, some small part of my happiness can. I have honestly never understood how to get all the way there, but I don’t think anyone does. Life is a wonderful kind of pain. That sounds negative. It isn’t.
Elephant Gun// Beirut
If I was young, I’d flee this town
I’d bury my dreams underground
As did I, we drink to die, we drink tonight
Far from home, elephant gun
Let’s take them down one by one
We’ll lay it down, it’s not been found, it’s not around
Let the seasons begin
Let the seasons begin, take the big king down
SNL Cast Performing “Goodnight Saigon” feat. Will Ferrell and many more
For some reason I wanted to watch this today and then it been stuck in my head all day.
I think it may have to do with my coming graduation and how I feel about my friends and our impending departing. I know its not the end if I will it, but hell I’m gonna miss everyone really badly regardless.
It dawned on me while I was bowling with some of the CA staff here, the comradeship I felt with everyone and how fun it was to be there in what felt like a pure moment of fun with people. And then the silly little things too like I said I was broke but wanted to hang out with people so one of my buddies (that I wouldn’t have expected it from) spotted me to play with everyone for two hours. I tried to work out a deal to pay him back, but he brushed it off. I was kinda flabbergasted but it made me feel so good that people felt highly enough about me to support me like that at that moment.
So with this upcoming graduation, some of us will succeed right out of the door and others won’t. (But I’m an optimist and I think all my friends will make it, its just a matter of time.) That’s the nature of this next step out into true adulthood, but there is this feeling about we’re all going into the real world as a team, and that quells my anxiety about it quite a bit.

“And we will all go down together” (It’s kind of chilling for me when I hear them say that)




